things i did,doings and going to be done

So the world cup is over and its been a whole month since im out from the hospital and the super deppression that i went through..anyways the good times has already begun since i left the hospital with a new life and new things in mind and forgot most of the grudges i had against people who apparently hated me except for that "BABI" other than that i suppose everything is back to normal and even better...im back with my family and friends and made new ones along the way in work so many other places who apparently enjoy my company..and actually appreciate me and take me for who im and not judge me like all the other people who had issues with me...





Well the 24th of July will be historical day in my life because i will get my first tatoo on my left upper hand..one of the days that i will cherish the most..because that tatoo actually means so much to me and symbolises alot of things in my life that has been great no matter what i went through which means my family,friends and alot more of other special people who was always there for me when i needed them the most..and as for my work..im actually having fun here just that i hate the shift for the time being...meeting alot of new people and dont worry no girls..!!! lol..



and how can i forget the person i call miss GORGEOUS..hahaha well im learning alot of new other words...the latest i heard was "NOOOOOOOOOOOOO Germany are worst than VEGETABLES"!! hahaha what is that suppose to mean?? im telling you shes a clown and a half...sleeps of while doing her work and repeats her apologies as tho she did something really bad...multi-tasking like nobodies bussiness...haha well all i can say is glad that i got to know you and thank you for giving me that chance to know you..it has been a pleasure...actually i know i said this in my previous blog just that if i say anything further im going to look like im exagerating the whole situation..hope you understand =D



PS: it is a miracle when you send a text longer than 10 words... =P





and so i finally went shopping when i actually got my first salary..i paid a visit to Topmen,Bodyshop,Extreme and a few other outlets =D...had a few drinking sessions and outing with my darling friends..owh and guess what?? to my working department im actually a MVP-MostValued Player for futsal..thats the first time in all the places i went and worked this was actuall the first time that my passion for football/futsal was actually acknowledged and appreciated..i felt so special because of the VIP status that i achieved in futsal for my department..my AVP-Assistant Vice President actually called me a hidden talent..=D yipee!! well i guess that wont last long but however they decided to form a strong team comprising members from my department that actually includes me in the team...thats a plus point... and my sisters are actually growing up..gosh i wasnt even around enough to notice that and how much i regret..



well things have changed..tho somethings about me remain the same i still strive to change eenie meenie things about me..no one is perfect but to me i think that being who i am, im perfect in my own way..and nothing can change that because im the one and only "MELVIN REYNELL LOWE" i dont know if people has actually used this quotation before this but this is what i believe "IM WHO IM,I BELIEVE IN WHO IM,I STAND FOR WHAT IM,IF THIS IS ME SO BE IT AND NOTHING IN THIS WORLD CAN EVER CHANGE THAT,IF U CANT LIVE WITH IT? DEAL WITH IT BECAUSE I DONT GIVE A FUCK ABOUT WHAT PEOPLE HAVE TO SAY ABOUT ME"

So before i end this a small sugary stuff okay?

" I Cant Help smiling when i look at you,to keep from going crazy is all i can do,im so defenceless with you so close,the walls have crumbled from my body and soul
All my toughts in all i do and in all i say,i belong to you with every breath i take


Write your name across my heart,i want the world to know that im yours forever and i'll wear it like a shining star,write your name across my heart"