New Found Love!!

Well a month has passed since i wrote my last blog or was it last 2 weeks...?? haha i cant quiet remember but here it goes.... In that time frame ive actually found the love of my life...a lovely girl called maxine...she may not be the hottie that every guy wants or the rich possy girl that a guy wants...but clearly shes made my life wonderful...shes the only person that loves me for who i am as a person..not because of who i force myself to be... She was infront of me all the while...adored me in silence and kept her feelings to her self....and in the meantime i went in search of that 1 girl who will actually make a difference in my life and to share the love that i have 2 offer...and all that i found was heartache and tears that ripped my heart into pieces... How dumb can i be to actually put aside that wonderful person who actually made a difference in my life...who loves me the way im,laugh at even the lamest jokes i can actually come up with,make me laugh at all the stupid things she say or do....i went after a girl who actually was preety and all.. but what i got was someone who is actually much much preetier..shes the light of my day...every day wherever i go,i will definately see 15 smiles but my day doesnt begin till i see her smiling radiantly at me..with all the joy in love..a sincere smile that actually lights up my day... Her Voice is like music in my ears..until everytime that she speaks to me i will just go crazy and enjoy her voice like my favourite song...whether shes actually mad at me or happy..anything that she says to me is just sweet enuf...i get the adrenaline rush...everytime i face problems in anything..she would do anything to help just to see me smile and be radiant...everytime i do something stupid she always has her say and actually tries to get some sense in my head(Tho it doesnt work) haha well and always try to guide me and ensure that i stay good... In the 18 years that ive been living my life i actually never meet a girl like her before...eventho ive meet hot,sexy and rich babes...she is the nicest,sweetest,hottest ,cuttest girl under the radiant sun...everything about her....is love able...something that alot of people dont have.... Enough of the details..hahaha by now whoeva thats reading this should actually know by now how much she means to me in my life....so before i actually close my detailed explaination i would like to close the last paragraph with a song dedicated to her..... Visions around you and tears in yours eyes,and all that surrounds you are the secrets in life.... i will be your strength,i will give you hope,giving you faith that has gone,The one should call is standing here all along. And i will take you in my arms and hold you right can love..till the day life is true this i promise you.. ive loved you forever in life times before and i promise you will never hurt anymore,i give you my word,i give you my heart this is a battle we won..and with this now forever has now begun... Just close your eyes we shall love till the end and this feeling wont go away...and till when life is true this i promise you Over and over ive walked,when i hear u call,without you in my life baby,i wont be living at all I will take you in my arms and hold u in my arms right where you belong...till the day life is true this i promise you.. Just close your eyes and we will love until the end and this feeling wont go away..this i PROMISE You!!